Paint my pain with blood

As i look through these glass eyes
I see nothing
I'm blinded by my own...

something,
Nothing

This burning in my eyes
my skin
my lips
I can't stop it
I want to throw it all up
but I'm so afraid
of what will happen when it's gone and I'm empty

the acid will eat out my eyes
and make me bleed out of

everything

The black of my hair is seeping
into my skin too
mixing with the

blood

turning me an ugly, ugly color

I want to stop it,
but everything i say
and do
feels so repetitive

useless and unnecessary

i will
drown
drown
drown